How have you been? It’s been too long. My apologies are many but I await your apology too. I know it won’t come because you never knew why I left you for so long. You don’t even realize that you were wrong for me. And that I was not at all what you needed.
My new adventures have taken me away from my true love. I will miss you. But I am awake now. I will is you terribly.
I long to sleep with you again–to hold you tight. Parting is such great sorrow. Alas, I have moved on. My new life awaits.
msktb 
Understand the thought